8:48 p.m. • 2007-06-13

Listening to: Against me!

Work sucks in the summer. I have to drive around the city all day to try to find my kids. I go from having manic weeks of crazy work, to like nothing in the summer. I wrote a letter on the doorstop of one house and slipped it in the mail box directly going inside. They haven't called yet. All I know is I'm close to make a big bonus and it depends on how much hours I fucking bill. I worked hard all fucking school year and these few weeks of summer are blowing up in my face thus far.

Whatever. The wedding is approaching near. I have odd white pimples on my face and a farmers tan.....fucking nice.

I'm still trying to decipher what song I will walk down the aisle to. I'm strickly listening to all of my lady CD/records all week as much as I can. I want a female voice walking me down. Eh.....so far nothing is working.....as I have stated prior all the ladies are either angered at men or lonely for them. Especially Cat Power and Holly Golightly .

-Bexx

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