8:30 p.m. • 2007-01-21

Listening to: Fugazi

I might have a bid on this here hell hole. I had two people see the joint yesterday. The cat and I staked the joint from a nearby business parking lot. The couple not interested stated that the interior of the condo was great, yet the grounds looked like government housing. And you thought I was kidding when I reference this as the ghetto.

Been enjoying my time. Haven't been sleeping well, yet reading combats it. It was recommended to check out Zadie Smith. I have a copy of "On Beauty," and am loving it. I'm on page 60 or so and started yesterday. Thats fast for me, and to think I partied last night. Not like Friday though, I threw up.

I ratted on an X-friend to my hair dresser. This chic is friends with the hair dresser's sister and see's her for occasional cuts. Eh, stated she had an abortion at age 23 or 24. I'm evil, cause I don't care if it gets back to her. She's a cold, self-centered bitch that haunts my thoughts. I want all of those ugly people out of my thoughts. Did you ever notice they show up when your trying to sleep, dreaming, driving, taking a shower, a bath, reading....ugh get the fuck out of my head!

Goodnight....hopefully. If I sell this joint, party's on me.

-Bexx

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